My biorhythms must be at an all-time low.Somehow, I just need to finally accept that I cycle between normalcy and depression. I've suspected this for awhile.
-Doctor Who, The Pirate Planet
See, this season of my life has far more going for it than it did not too long ago. I still have a lot of the things that have made me happy. A lot of the possibilities I embraced are still there.
Yet, right now, I feel as bad as I ever did. Unaccomplished. Tired. Avoidant. Depressed.
These are the times when my life has slipped by me. Not necessarily because any huge disaster has happened (although, that has been the case on a few occassions), but because any minor problem or setback or task that can't be immediately solved or completed with my usual devil-may-care, ace problem-solving ability can send me spiraling down if it just happens to catch me at the wrong time.
Well, not this time. This time, I'm going to accept that this is how I feel. And, I'm going to muddle through it, ticking off the tasks I need to perform and the problems I need to take care of, just like I would if I was feeling like a devil-may-care ace problem-solver.
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